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[Jan. 13th, 2005|03:58 am] |
You Are 28 Years Old |
28
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| I'm Back |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|08:06 pm] |
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Alright boys I'm back. Its been awhile since I've written anything or even read anyone elses for that matter. But most of you know what I have been up to I am in LOVE. I met a great guy, his name is Cory. I have never felt this way about another person in my life. Just a look from him puts me on cloud nine and a kiss or touch from him makes me ... well those of you who know me well knows what that can do to me not to mention i'm sure my roommates have heard enough noises coming from my room. Besides Cory nothing else has really beening going on though my work is driving me nuts with working me closing shifts (5pm-2am) all weekend for the last couple of months. I've so got to talk to my new boss about that one. Besides that my email is working again so you all can email me too. Lots of love and will talk to you all later. |
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[Aug. 31st, 2004|04:08 am] |
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Alright now quick run down. Though I think most everyone who reads my journal reads all my friends journals too so they already know a bit about my weekend I'm still going to say a few things.
FRIDAY
For my birthday I went shopping and bought myself some great birthday presents. I spent $200 and got one CD (yes I think I'm the last of all my friends who still buys CD's), a DVD, two pair of jeans and 5 shirts. I think I did very well on the shopping front. Then that night it was to Faultline to meet up with the gang. The night before me and Paul and Ricky stopped by the Faultline for a couple of drinks and warned my favorite bartender that I was coming in the next night to celebrate my birthday so he was prepared when we arrived and he wouldn't take a dollar for any of the drinks or shots I did. And those that were there can tell you I had ALOT to drink. Then I caused a bit of drama with a friend, now that the hard part of this since I really don't know if they will ever forgive me for what I did. I just hope they can at some point and until then I will still be ther for them and be there friend. Most of you know what I'm talking about so I won't go into details anyhow they wouldn't like me to do that either.
SATURDAY
Went to a pool party in Riverside had fun hanging with my friends at a very nice home in a very nice pool. But got bored as the night went on and was very ready to go once the time came. Me and Jeff and Jono and Damian went for some food at Denny's and had the worst server though I could tell she was really trying to make things up but it just wasn't working for us. I really don't think there was a thing should could have done to make things better.
SUNDAY
Well work called on saturday saying I had to be at work at 10am instead of 6am which I was VERY happy about. Though once I got to work I found out we were rimmed by the president of our company, our old district manager and our new district manager the night before so we were all running around trying to fix things on sunday. I was planing on going to Faultline after work but I ran so fast out of the house I totally for got to bring a change of clothes. But while at work they were having some promotion in the parking lot so I got a free t-shirt from the energy drink Pit Bull and while getting a replacement for one of the checkstands i spilled bleach on my pants so after work I made the pants into short so hey I had a change of clothes. So after work I went to Faultline met up with Jeff and Jono had a drink and then another and another then called Paul and said you need to come get me. Met a couple of guys there that I just loved them. I would totally love to hang out with Aaron and Bernardo again they were alot of fun. I drank too much at Faultline so we went for food, sobered up and went home, where I slept well into Monday evening. I love having Mondays off. Thats if from me. Talk to you all later. |
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| ITS MY BIRTHDAY |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|03:09 am] |
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Well thursday was my birthday but we are celebrating it on friday and saturday. So everyone is welcome to meet us out on friday night at Faultline for drinks. Rest of the weekend we are playing it by ear plans are pool party on Saturday. Hope to see everyone there this weekend. By the way gifts are much appreciated. And if you are curious I turned 32. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2004|02:42 am] |
Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"
Domination
You are most comfortable when in control. Having someone at your beck and call makes you hot. You can be very demanding, and expect perfection! In the bedroom, you take charge. Your motto is It's My way or the highway! |
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| What An Adventure |
[Aug. 1st, 2004|05:15 am] |
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I just have to say THANK YOU to Paul, Zac, Jason, Brian, Joey, Jeff and Jono for a great fun weekend. You all my this a fun and enjoyable weekend. Especially our CRAZY/NUTTY adventure to San Diego on Saturday night. I still have only one questions "HOW THE HELL CAN THERE NOT BE A SINGLE HOTEL IN ALL OF SAN DIEGO COUNTY WITHOUT TWO DAMN ROOMS AVAILIBLE?" This will be a night we will all laugh and joke about for years. You all made it enjoyable and special when the end could have easily been some major drama you all seemed to take it in stride and just enjoyed the ride. I look forward to more great times with all of you and for those of you who weren't with us in the crazy 4 car convoy wish you could have been with us to enjoy the drama and look forward to the next adventure with you maybe next time. I'm going to bed and its about damn time. Night. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|01:54 am] |
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I was having a good weekend went out with my friends had a good time, made some new ones became better friends with others. But just now on a sunday evening I go to take care of my rent money and put the rest of it in there I discover that someone has come into my room gone through my drawers and there my stuff opening containers and has taken my money from its hiding place. I'm lucky that I have the money to cover my rent but still now I feel totally voilated. Someone who has come into my home and taken things from me the money is unimportant its the feeling of security that I've lost and trust of the people that walk into my home. I don't understand how people can do this to other people especially people they know. What the fuck do I do how do I trust people? |
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|03:15 am] |
In 1972 (the year you were born) |
Richard Nixon is president of the US
President Nixon approves NASA's space shuttle, a reusable spacecraft, at a cost of $5.5 billion
Nixon arrives in China for an 8 day visit, which he calls a "journey for peace"
While campaigning for the presidency Alabama Governor George C. Wallace is shot and seriously wounded
Five men are arrested in the Watergate office complex in DC for breaking into the offices of the Democratic National Committee
Hurricane Agnes strikes the East Coast causing 117 deaths
First scientific hand-held calculator (HP-35) os introduced for $395
Shaquille O'Neal, Jennifer Garner, The Rock, The Notorious B.I.G., Cameron Diaz, Eminem, and Alyssa Milano are born
Oakland Athletics win the World Series
Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl VI
Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup
The Godfather is the top grossing film
Pink Floyd debuts "The Dark Side of the Moon" during a performance at London's Rainbow Theater
"You've Got a Friend"by Carole King wins a Grammy for song of the year
The Price is Right premieres on CBS
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| weekend ended a little better |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|02:10 am] |
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So after all the drama I felt and caused this weekend, to all those who I caused any pain or made feel bad I'm sorry. So after being a jerk and a drama queen right before I left Club Chub I met a man. He is a very nice guy and we had a great night and day together. I'm looking forward to hearing from him and going out with him again. It was just what my slightly battered and tatered ego needed, a totally hot Daddy Cop who was totally into me. Hell yeah. |
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| I'm being DRAMA |
[Jul. 4th, 2004|04:08 pm] |
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What do I say after last nights post. I'm being DRAMA. I just got off the phone with my mom and I realized it wasn't as much the boy it was that the boy didn't pick me. I'm always the friend, the buddy, the one on the side. Always a bridesmaid and never the bride. Hell I'm 31 years old and I really don't think I've ever been in love with someone who loved me too. My last boyfriend I was together with for almost 6 months because of the way he looked at me with so much love and caring and I liked him I just wasn't in love with him. Sometimes I lay in bed and wonder will it ever happen for me will I ever met someone. I'm not really looking for Mr Right I'm just looking for someone who likes me and I like who I can have fun with and enjoy their company. I LOVE ALL my friends but they aren't going to cuddle up with me after a bad day at work and tell me its all right and I will know that everything is going to be alright because I am in this mans arms surrounded by his love. Boy I'm being emotional. Don't feel sorry for me just understand. The only thing I truely fear is being alone. I know I have friends but I want that one thing I've never truely had and that is LOVE.
God I have to stop going on before I make everyone depressed.
SORRY |
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| stupid bitch |
[Jul. 4th, 2004|04:23 am] |
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stupid bitch thats me. I'm drunk so i shouln't be doing this but i'm just compeled to do it. Why am I so upset he met him first and I was the one who moved in on his thing. But I thought he liked me but what did I know sure not him thats for sure just a couple of converstations. But I come home he has been here all night hanging with you, the one I stabbed in the back. I guess I was wronge you are the one he likes not me. Thats what I get I guess. I don't know maybe I'm wronge but he paid more attention to you than me. I barely know him why am I getting upset. He seems the nice guy you deserve that don't you? But don't I too? GOD WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY? I'm being stupid. I need to sleep but I'm affraid the tears will come. You know the thoughts I have are not of hate You are my friend the one I care about the one that has been there for me the one that cheers me up the one I turn to when I feel this way. But this time its us and I don't know who to talk to. You mean so much to me and I don't want to hurt you. He is just a boy. BUT WE BOTH LIKED HIM. DAMN IT DAMN IT. I'm sorry for this you know who you are. I'm sure this week you felt the same about me. What are we to do? No what am I to do? You are more important to me than any boy. Get over it I guess and just cry in my pillow. |
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| my past, my present and my future |
[Jun. 29th, 2004|03:06 am] |
I've been thinking about my life lately. Where I've been? I've done some interesting things those of you who know me well know alot about my past, the places I've been and the things I've done. To the totally fucking up my life. Now how I've tryed to do things better get my life back together, which I seem to be doing slowly but surely. Which brings me to what I really want to talk about. I've been going out ALOT lately, which is something I really enjoy doing. I love the people I've met. I really enjoy the company of many of my new friends. And would really like to spend some time away from the bars with them. But the question that has been bugging me is the same one that always has "Where am I going with my life?" Me and Paul have had a couple of talks about this lately though they have been more about where he is going instead of about me. A few of our friends seem very sucessful and that is great but I look at them and wonder where could I be if I hadn't made the mistakes I've made. But then I wouldn't be where I am. I wouldn't have met Paul and Damian and Zac. I wouldn't have moved down here to LA. I wouldn't have met all the great people I now call my friends.
I just want to say THANK YOU to all the people who have enrich my life since I've moved down here and who have helped my this new city a home for me. Let me just name a few (if you are left off this list please don't be mad look at the time it doesn't mean I don't care its just I'm being a little emotional): of course my roommates and 3 of my bestfriends in the world Paul, Damian and Zac, Joey you are a sweet heart and are always suprising me, Brian one of the nicest and kindest people I know, Jason you are my party buddy and the one who understands where I'm coming from, Chris always with the comment, Jeff and Jono always there to hang with and gossip with, Mr Eric my dancing partner and the sweetest man I know.
Love you all and as always will see you soon. |
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